now this is the tenth post...
so is this something to celebrate..ha..the mention of the word 'celebrate' brings back memories..memories that are weeks old...there is no possibility of having those same celebrations for a near future..yes...its been ruined a bit, ruined by our own successes....
now last time we were sharing this same space, i talked to u about some questions and answers...
questions and answers are an essential part of our life... the more answers u know the more questions u raise.. so last time i had learnt... that i was a scandalous but funny and intelligent oppurtunist with a hidden pesonality.. thats wat some of my best friend thought of me..
thats wat sums up my life...a scandalous but funny and intelligent oppurtunist with a hidden personality.. huh...
now u cud keep a answer and chew over it....hold some grudge...or u cud fold it like a paper and fly an imaginary paper plane..and forget it... or there is third option..to think about it.. to get some time alone... use these answers as food for thought...and wonder what cud have been different.. what i cud have done differently.. so the answer was a little different...so i was nt just a scandalous but funny and intelligent oppurtunist with a hidden personality... or maybe a good friend or good guy was adedd in between...but all those who wander are not lost... so my dear heart dont feel forlorn..maybe the times will change..or maybe thy master... maybe i wud hav to make an effort...so i am something else... or at least i m nothing... lets walk together.. in a world where nobody knows us ... nobody cares for us... where i m no 'scandalous but funny and intelligent oppurtunist with a hidden personality'... lets walk my friend... towards arden....
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
मैंने क्या किया है अपनी ज़िन्दगी का
इस सवाल का जवाब ढूँढना शायद बहुत मुश्किल हो....पर मेरे बहुत आसान था ...मैंने अपने कुछ दोस्तों (कुल 5) से ये सीधे पुच लिया ..उनके जवाब भी वही थे जो मैं सुनना चाहता था ..कुछ शब्द बार-बार उभर कर सामने आये ...समझदार (लोग हसेंगे मेरे पे, यार), मौकापरस्त, मस्त, जोकर, हिडेन पर्सनालिटी आदि ... सवाल भी कई है जवाब कल....
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
closer...further...closer...i m so confused...
taking tough decisions...well, its tough, but then we have to take one at times...
i just took one...congrats to me...(ha ha ha)...
i don't know whether i will be hold unto my decision...but then...if u don't try u don't fail but neither do u succeed....
i have decided and will try to abide by my decision....
anywaz thats not what i ve come to talk about....i wanna talk abt...the difference between, confusion and decision...closeness and distance...yes and no...
silence....
what do u think of silence....is it a gud thing..or the most lonely thing in the world...i don't know...but i wanna know..help me....
i just took one...congrats to me...(ha ha ha)...
i don't know whether i will be hold unto my decision...but then...if u don't try u don't fail but neither do u succeed....
i have decided and will try to abide by my decision....
anywaz thats not what i ve come to talk about....i wanna talk abt...the difference between, confusion and decision...closeness and distance...yes and no...
silence....
what do u think of silence....is it a gud thing..or the most lonely thing in the world...i don't know...but i wanna know..help me....
Friday, January 8, 2010
pawas neer and the curse of resolutions....II
sorry folks.....
sorry for being late....i have no idea whats been keeping me busy...but surely i was as busy as the pakistani terrorists (btw, they have been killing 6 ppl everyday, their average is better than A-Rod...or in desi language better than dhoni batting second....all the pun intended)..but i was busy alrite...but it happens if everyday in ur life is as frustratious as mine...
anywaz lets continue where we left last time....ah i see u frowning...no i m nt letting u go....
yes i remember quite well the agonizing and somewhat fun resolutions prescribed to me by one sanjana jha...(yes, my long lost friend...i knw u r laughing there but i m laughin harder sanj, cause its snowing terribly out there...yes i knw...damn,trust me, i wrk in a newspaper for god's sake, girl)....
ok i m getting distracted......so lets come back to the main bussiness.....ah, the resolutions...nw some of u have been asking about callin them cursed....that reminds me that i have to curse those been readin my posts bt nt commenting on then.....(bad people, ha ha ha).....these resolutions are cursed as they have been given to me by.....ha ha ha...ok not u....but these resolutions are so tough.... (think abt combing ur hair daily, its tough man)....and the actual reason that these resolutions are so cursed that i ve tried...and failed time and again to abide by them in past...this year i ve u and of crse my long lost friend to sqeeze me through them....
ok ok...its been much ado abt nothing so far..so here it goes....
5. i have to, stay closer to my cellphone, pick up more calls and use less and less of my phone on meeting mode....simply i shoud be avalible when somebody calls....
6. i have to write my blog more regularily....
7. i have to restart writing and poetry....i must produce one piece of litereture(?) every week....
8. last and the most important and tough one....i have to stay away from my friends for a month (which means no calls, no contact, no milna-julna for 30 days)...sanjana has set this one as my ultimate test....i get to choose the time...any time in the year....and i m totally dreading doing that....but i still think i can pull this one off.....
so now u know why these resolutions are so 'cursed'.....
hoping u will share ur truest feeling about them.....
so far i ve been maintaining a 100 percent track record....ok i have been excused bathing till minimum temp. in delhi returns to over 10 degree celcius......
i hope u will witness, oversee and control the fulfillment of these resolutions....
urs falsely
pawas neer............
sorry for being late....i have no idea whats been keeping me busy...but surely i was as busy as the pakistani terrorists (btw, they have been killing 6 ppl everyday, their average is better than A-Rod...or in desi language better than dhoni batting second....all the pun intended)..but i was busy alrite...but it happens if everyday in ur life is as frustratious as mine...
anywaz lets continue where we left last time....ah i see u frowning...no i m nt letting u go....
yes i remember quite well the agonizing and somewhat fun resolutions prescribed to me by one sanjana jha...(yes, my long lost friend...i knw u r laughing there but i m laughin harder sanj, cause its snowing terribly out there...yes i knw...damn,trust me, i wrk in a newspaper for god's sake, girl)....
ok i m getting distracted......so lets come back to the main bussiness.....ah, the resolutions...nw some of u have been asking about callin them cursed....that reminds me that i have to curse those been readin my posts bt nt commenting on then.....(bad people, ha ha ha).....these resolutions are cursed as they have been given to me by.....ha ha ha...ok not u....but these resolutions are so tough.... (think abt combing ur hair daily, its tough man)....and the actual reason that these resolutions are so cursed that i ve tried...and failed time and again to abide by them in past...this year i ve u and of crse my long lost friend to sqeeze me through them....
ok ok...its been much ado abt nothing so far..so here it goes....
5. i have to, stay closer to my cellphone, pick up more calls and use less and less of my phone on meeting mode....simply i shoud be avalible when somebody calls....
6. i have to write my blog more regularily....
7. i have to restart writing and poetry....i must produce one piece of litereture(?) every week....
8. last and the most important and tough one....i have to stay away from my friends for a month (which means no calls, no contact, no milna-julna for 30 days)...sanjana has set this one as my ultimate test....i get to choose the time...any time in the year....and i m totally dreading doing that....but i still think i can pull this one off.....
so now u know why these resolutions are so 'cursed'.....
hoping u will share ur truest feeling about them.....
so far i ve been maintaining a 100 percent track record....ok i have been excused bathing till minimum temp. in delhi returns to over 10 degree celcius......
i hope u will witness, oversee and control the fulfillment of these resolutions....
urs falsely
pawas neer............
Saturday, January 2, 2010
pawas neer and the curse of the resolutions....I
ab pachtaye ka hot...
whats the the biggest bind one can feel? .....trust me, its the little pinky promise.....so now i m hitchhiking into foreign memory lanes....just to uphold the pinky promise to my friend (she is going gaga every time i am calling her that).... i made some resolutions...god help me, here it goes...
i, pawas n. kumar, duly and solemly swear, that i, too my best of abilities and desire, would try to adhere and follow these resolutions...and would not hesistate and deny them even if its a question of chandan's life and death...(ok just kidding).....so please bear me....lets pray- god bless america and hope- america blesses us....
my resolutions are that...
1. i would try to be more careful and tidy this year.....which means chores like...combing my hair, taking a bath, having a meal are to be done more regularily....(tough one)
2. i would try to stay away from useless ppl...yeah, u guessed rite i m talking abt u....(ha ha ha).....(easy one)
3. i should think more protectingly and professionly abt my career...(tell me hw its done)
4. i should stay away from my own alter ago....yes, there is one...there are times when i lose my temper, i say things i regret...i guess...(it involves three things, first i will have to find that alter ago, then i would have to confront him and then do the needful...)
Next _ pawas neer and the curse of the resolutions-II
whats the the biggest bind one can feel? .....trust me, its the little pinky promise.....so now i m hitchhiking into foreign memory lanes....just to uphold the pinky promise to my friend (she is going gaga every time i am calling her that).... i made some resolutions...god help me, here it goes...
i, pawas n. kumar, duly and solemly swear, that i, too my best of abilities and desire, would try to adhere and follow these resolutions...and would not hesistate and deny them even if its a question of chandan's life and death...(ok just kidding).....so please bear me....lets pray- god bless america and hope- america blesses us....
my resolutions are that...
1. i would try to be more careful and tidy this year.....which means chores like...combing my hair, taking a bath, having a meal are to be done more regularily....(tough one)
2. i would try to stay away from useless ppl...yeah, u guessed rite i m talking abt u....(ha ha ha).....(easy one)
3. i should think more protectingly and professionly abt my career...(tell me hw its done)
4. i should stay away from my own alter ago....yes, there is one...there are times when i lose my temper, i say things i regret...i guess...(it involves three things, first i will have to find that alter ago, then i would have to confront him and then do the needful...)
Next _ pawas neer and the curse of the resolutions-II
Friday, January 1, 2010
2010.....it izz then...
nw there has been a lot of hullabullo and discusscion (if only in a particular newspaper)...about wat to call the new year ...is it twenty ten or two thousand ten?....but then i say...what goes my father....?
but most certainly, its a new year which means that i'll have to be more careful when signing checks....but other than that, does it matter?....i dont think so....yes there will be some of us who would humbly remind me thats it's the time for new thoughts and resolutions...bt frankly, my dear i dont give a damn....all of us have commmisioned and ommissioned our own set of new year resolutions some or the other year....and unsurprisingly my batting average is very much like courtney walsh's on this issue......
but then 'ek hi gumah baar-baar karta hun...' so when a very long lost (i ve tried very hard to loose him, but he has been coming back for long) friend of mine bored me with incredible (and mostly hazardous) resolutions for 2010... i took the bait.... (i guess the chilly weather n the vodka also conspired against me).... and now on the very first day of the new year....i m starin at the list of 'to-dos' for the year..not unlike a hindi filmi chaste heroine who had lost her senses and her faked virginity overnite....
'par hum to dubenge sanam tumko bhi le dubenge...' so if u are making the cardinal mistake of still readin' this...congrats and miseries as u r nw a party of this.....so u'll have to witness and bear with me those resolutions of mine...u, my dear sir will have to be the watchful eye and oversee how i fulfill those silly mistakes of my life...u, my friend will have to, be my santa....note it down..or maybe better, make it ur resolution....and watch out this space....as i leash out at u with my 'new year doieeees' ....adios..............
next.....
pawas neer and the curse of the resolutions... (coming soon)
nw there has been a lot of hullabullo and discusscion (if only in a particular newspaper)...about wat to call the new year ...is it twenty ten or two thousand ten?....but then i say...what goes my father....?
but most certainly, its a new year which means that i'll have to be more careful when signing checks....but other than that, does it matter?....i dont think so....yes there will be some of us who would humbly remind me thats it's the time for new thoughts and resolutions...bt frankly, my dear i dont give a damn....all of us have commmisioned and ommissioned our own set of new year resolutions some or the other year....and unsurprisingly my batting average is very much like courtney walsh's on this issue......
but then 'ek hi gumah baar-baar karta hun...' so when a very long lost (i ve tried very hard to loose him, but he has been coming back for long) friend of mine bored me with incredible (and mostly hazardous) resolutions for 2010... i took the bait.... (i guess the chilly weather n the vodka also conspired against me).... and now on the very first day of the new year....i m starin at the list of 'to-dos' for the year..not unlike a hindi filmi chaste heroine who had lost her senses and her faked virginity overnite....
'par hum to dubenge sanam tumko bhi le dubenge...' so if u are making the cardinal mistake of still readin' this...congrats and miseries as u r nw a party of this.....so u'll have to witness and bear with me those resolutions of mine...u, my dear sir will have to be the watchful eye and oversee how i fulfill those silly mistakes of my life...u, my friend will have to, be my santa....note it down..or maybe better, make it ur resolution....and watch out this space....as i leash out at u with my 'new year doieeees' ....adios..............
next.....
pawas neer and the curse of the resolutions... (coming soon)
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